Onikafaree True Love

Chapter 6 Right Thru Me (Part Two)

"Safaree where are you going!?!" He turned to face her,"Why are you doing this to me Faree?". SB started to loosen up, he couldn't be mad when Nicki called him that. Nobody had ever gave him the nickname 'Faree" and the way she said it was cute. He walked back over to the bed. "I won't go back and forth any more, I'm done Onika". He looked at her and she looked mad. "Fuck you mean your done?, I swear all boys are the same, I was ready to love you SB, I would've given you my all." Then she started to hold back her tears so she started talking through her teeth, "now your just giving up so bye SB.... Please just leave." SB picked up Nicki's phone and left. "Gimme my phone you bafoon", she yelled but he kept walking. Out into the hallway, down the stairs and out the front door.
Nicki got up and closed her door. She didn't care if he had her phone she had other things to stress about. She took out her journal and started to write. ' I LOVE HIM, I LOVE SAFAREE LLYOD SAMUELS!" Over and over then she felt something vibrate. She figured since SB forgot his phone and had hers she'd have some fun with his. SB got a text message and Nicki was unsure about checking. But when she eventually checked it this is what she saw on the screen.
'Message from My Beautiful Future Wife". She couldn't believe it, SB really did have a crush on someone. This made her real mad. She decided to open the message and this is what she read. "I love you". She couldn't believe it, she put the phone down and layed down. She picked up the phone multiple times and debated on what to do. Finally the phone rang again. Another text from the same person. Nicki read it out loud this time. 'I could never tell you how I felt because I love you. You're my everything and I swear I'll treat you like royalty if you let me." Nicki stopped reading and thought for a second then she continued. " I have loved you a long time and there has always been someone in the way. Only reason I got mad was because I hate not being able to call you mine. We can work through it all I promise you Onika! We......" Nicki trailed off then noticed it had her name. She went further up in the text message and noticed it was her and SB's conversation. He had her saved in his phone as "My Beautiful Future Wife". Nicki couldn't believe it. She picked up the phone and called him. "Safaree I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you" she said while smiling. "Girl you wasting my minutes" before Nicki could tell at him for ruining their moment he said "unlock the door?" She ran to her bedroom door, unlocked it and when she opened it she immediately kissed him. "Faree you see RIGHT THRU ME I need you! I love you"

Onikafaree True Love

Chapter 6 Right Thru Me (Part One)

"Safaree"
"Onika" she gave him a dirty look while he laughed.
"I saw you Safaree", she grabbed his face and their eyes met, "talk to me?"
"Well..... It kinda started in 2nd grade" Nicki looked at him," Safaree what the hell are you tawkin about!?" SB looked sad then Nicki grabbed his face again "Just start when your feelings started..." She trailed off. "So like I said before!, It started in 2nd grade" He looked down at the floor before he continued. "The most beautiful girl was in my class she was short beautiful and down to earth" Nicki watched him lick his lips. "She became my bestfriend! I love her and always will" "Safaree why do you keep saying she? Say my name" She said in a low voice. "
Onika Tanya Maraj" SB repeated over and over 5 times. "I couldn't get that name out my head for the last 10 years of my life, your face, your name, your voice. He started to get up, " Wait where you going?" Nicki asked. "Shut up Onika", he pulled her so close they could feel each others breath but SB continued " I use to drive myself crazy thinking of us, how couldn't you feel the sparks Nicki? How couldn't you feel it too?" SB remembered the text Nicki sent her mom so he knew she felt the same but he wanted her to admit it.
"So now I'm done Nicki"
"okay I can talk now!, Safaree listen"
"No Nicki you don't get it, IM DONE" !

Onikafaree True Love

Chapter 5 Save Me

Nicki though about her mothers words for a while before she went to sit next to Safaree. She didn't know what to say so she just looked at him. She felt scared. Like she was loosing her bestfriend. "I'm sorry please talk to me", she wanted to say but her mouth was so dry and her mouth wouldn't open to speak. She saw another tear drop from his eye as he sat quietly looking at the floor. She lifted her hand to wipe his tear but he pulled away. SB has never been this mad at her, he never pushed her away. "Safaree, talk to me now". He glared in her direction. He yelled "NO ONIKA IT'S NOT ALWAYS WHAT YOU WANT". SB never yelled at her before only in a playful way but he used her first name so she knew he was serious. His yelling made her jump. Whenever she was scared she had him to run to but now she felt like she had nobody, she even thought her mom hated her. Then she remembered something her mom always said "When ever you need me Onika I'll always be right there" She texted her mother "SAVE ME" then went over to SB and held him tight, he didn't say a word.
SB's head was blank. He wasn't thinking anything or hearing anything, he was numb. His heart was broken, he wanted to go home but he couldn't move. Not because Nicki's grip was really tight but because his legs wouldn't move. SB didn't notice Nicki was holding him, he sat there lost and heartbroken. Nicki kissed his cheek and kept saying sorry but he couldn't hear her. He couldn't hear anything. Then SB felt a cold wind and he was able to move again. He noticed he was crying and he tried to wipe the years away. It's been 15 minutes since he talked or moved so when he did that Nicki turned to face him quickly. He said "Nicki I'm...." Before he finished she cut in "as long as your okay..." With that Nicki walked upstairs into her room and shut the door. She wanted to cry but she had no more tears left in her.
"What happened?" SB asked, now in her mothers room confused.
"Well soon, you tried to tell her but you froze up, I'm not sure what happened but you were crying"
"What did I say?"
"You said she took it all back but I'm not sure that's true"
Her phone buzzed, it was a text from Nicki saying ' I love him too much to love him' She showed him the message and he saw the other one that said "SAVE ME". A few seconds later Nicki heard footsteps outside her door, she thought it was her mom and she really needed to talk so she ran and opened the door. It was SB and he pulled her in tight and wouldn't let go. "Safaree what's wrong?" She asked but she bearly got it out because her face was smushed against him. He didn't speak he just let go of her and walked over to her bed and sat down leaving her in the door way. She walked over looking at him sideways ".....Safaree....?" "Yes ma'am he said with a smile. Then he patted the spot on the bed next to him so she would go sit. When she sat down she fell into his arms and told him that he scared her. To him it was the cutest thing ever. He hugged her then said, "I'll never yell at you again, I promise. He kissed her on the cheek and got up to use the bathroom. Nicki pulled his arm and said "Thats all I get?" Then she pulled him into a kiss that they both enjoyed until SB pulled away when he noticed her mom in the door way. "Mom!" He said, Nicki said "whoa playboy since when that's your mom?" They all laughed and her mom said "Since the day you two couldn't stay away from eachother in second grade" They both blushed then she continued, "well don't mind me I just needed to use the bathroom". Nicki looked at her and started laughing, "what about the one near your room". "Onika I can pee where I please!" They all laughed and they both mouthed ' thank you ' to her at the same time. She smiled and walked away.

Onikafaree True Love

Chapter Four : Right By My Side 

       

          SB starred into her eyes while she talked. He couldn't think about anything but her lips touching his. He knew he loved her but after that kiss he knew they had to be together! But after he daydreamed for about 5 minutes he noticed Nicki rambling on and on about NOTHING. 

SB grabbed her face so they were looking eye to eye. "I'm still your bestfriend, talk to me like I am" Nicki started to cry on SB's chest, SB couldn't figure out was was wrong so he just held her until he fell asleep too. About an hour later Nicki whispered "SB carry me to the bathroom" in a cute little whining voice. Before he even opened his eyes from his nap he was on his way up the stairs with Nicki in his arms like a little baby. She looked at him and smiled, "what you pain in the butt?" He laughed, "Safaree!" "More like servant isn't it? Isn't that how you see me!?" Nicki couldn't believe he felt like that. She was quiet until they reached the bathroom, he put her down and tried to walk back downstairs but Nicki grabbed his arm and pulled him into her room. She pushed him on the bed and text her mom saying "it's time". 

          SB didn't know what to think. Nicki went and locked the door, he didn't want to have sex with her so he was confused. "Is this her way of saying sorry? I could never use her this way" SB thought to hisself. "Nicki what are you doing?" "Safaree just wait!" She paced around the room for about 5 minutes thinking of what to say until SB once again broke the silence. "You don't have to do or say anything you don't mean, remember that" Nicki laughed, "I swear you always think you teaching somebody something boy". SB side smiled and continued to sit on the bed. Nicki walked over and say on his lap. She looked him in his eyes and took a deep breath. Then she said, "Don't make a sound til I'm finished". SB shook his head. 

Nicki began " Okay , remember that day we met in 2nd grade? I think about it everyday how we would hold hands under the table and always be partners so we would go work on projects at each others house. I miss those days but we always did everything as bestfriends but there's something I need to tell you. SB tried to cut in "Nicki..." "Shut up Safaree", she interrupted. He smiled and nodded his head to tell her to go on. " I don't wanna ruin this friendship! I can't loose you! You've been RIGHT BY MY SIDE since I can remember but I have feelings for you. Deep ass feelings Safaree, but you don't see them. She started to cry while his eyes got wide. He picked her up and held her close. "Can I talk now?" Nicki smiled and rolled her eyes. "Seriously, I've felt the same way, I just didn't wanna ruin the friendship. I think having you as a friend was easier than loosing you to my dumb ass feelings. But Onika......." She looked up at him as he trailed off. He laughed while  You know how long your mom has been telling me to tell you?" But Nicki didn't laugh she just looked at him. She cried more while she got up and walked out the room into the bathroom. She sat on the floor and cried. 

"Hi Onika" 

"Mommy why?, Why'd you do that?" 

"Why are you crying!? What's wrong" 

"I told you I'd do it! Now I have no idea if he loves me for me or if he has feelings because you told him I did first. Mom now I'll never know" 

*sb was standing outside the door listening while Nicki cried more*

"Onika listen" 

"No ! I'm done listening now ill never know if he really loves me" Nicki hung up and walked outside the bathroom right into SB's stomach. She looked up with red puffy eyes and tried to play it cool, "sorry I took so long, had to fix my hair" she half smiled and walked away. 

          SB said he was going home he left, no hug no kiss on the cheek no smile, he slammed her room door then left her sitting on her bed. He didn't go home, just into the living room and cried. Her mom came in to find him. She sat next to him and held him. "She took it all back", he cried. "I knew she would" he cried onto her shoulder. "ONIKA GET DOWN HERE NOW" her mother yelled. Nicki stormed out her room and down the stairs to see SB trying to hide his face. "Safaree?" She looked worried. " I never saw you cry! What's wrong". It was quiet. Finally her mom spoke up. "Your the problem Onika, you've been his problem for years and now you need to be the solution" Then she looked at SB and he gave her a worried look and he shook his head telling her to stop. She got up and walked out. She whispered to her... "He's always been right by your side Onika... Fix it...."

Onikafaree True Love

Chapter 3 : The Truth (Part Two)

          The kiss lasted about 5 minutes. It was everything SB thought it would be. For years he had to imagine her lips on his and it was finally coming true. He couldn't believe that she was finally looking at him as more than a bestfriend. He thought he was dreaming but he didn't mind as long as he didn't wake up. He loved every minute of it. He knew her lips were soft from when he kissed him on the cheek all the time but this was different. He had butterflies when they kissed, SB was in a trance. 

          Nicki started to worry, SB had been starring into space for some time now. She kept calling his name, "Hello, Safaree... Did I do something wrong?" Nicki started to turn away to go sit back on the coach. That's when she felt his grip get tighter. He didn't realize but he was still holding her waist in their position of the kiss. "I'm sorry SB, idk what I've been thinking! It's just..." SB interrupted her by giving her another kiss. This one was much shorter but he still got the same feeling. They were still face to face when he said "By the way... I'm Safaree to you" They were so close that when he said that she could feel his breath and when they laughed there lips still touched. 

          SB grabbed her hand and pulled her to the coach. "Okay listen, I need to tell you something and I couldn't think of a better time" SB got a text and he didn't want to check it. Nicki grabbed his phone. "Yeah there's something I need to talk to you about to". Nicki said kind of quietly. "Come on Nicki me first" he said excitedly. "No! Listen I need to tell youTHE TRUTH, this has been bothering me since last night". SB sat and listened while Nicki talked. 

Onikafaree True Love

(Flashback SB's Point Of View) 

"I'm Safaree" he said shyly. 

"Well it's really nice to meet you" She replied. "I know the teacher said my names Onika but call me Nicki". 

"But I like Onika, it's pretty and different" 

          Her smiles was one of the most beautiful things he's seen in his 8 years of life. "I hope she sits here all year" he said to himself while awkwardly smiling. 

"Okay class everyone choose a partner" Ms. Cole said and immediately the girl from across the room that has been watching SB jumps up. He didn't notice her because he was too focused on Nicki. 

SB said to Nicki "Well since you told me your nickname you can call me SB instead of Safaree, I don't really like it" He looked sad so Nicki put her arm on his shoulder and said " No way! You'll always be Safaree to me!" 

He smiled then said "So we partners or what?" By this time the girl from across the room was behind him tapping his shoulder. He turned around and she claimed him as her partner. Her name was Candy and she hated Nicki already. Nicki was territorial and she saw him first. 

"He's kinda my partner so back off" Nicki said angrily.

"Oh well" Candy said pulling him out of her chair. Candy was much taller than them but Nicki didn't care. She got up. SB couldn't help but think Nicki was so cute, he wanted to be her boyfriend so bad! She was pretty when she smiled and even when she was mad. He loved her.

Onikafaree True Love

(Flashback Nicki's Point of View) 

          

          "Mommy I'm nervous" 8 year old Nicki said. "Don't worry baby I'll pick you up by 3". Nicki frowned "okay mommy I love you", "okay baby get in the car". It was a 15 minute drive to Nicki's school. She was new to America, she was originally from Trinidad but she always knew English. She was pretty and her mother always told her so, she always wanted to go to school but she never thought she would have to leave her mother. Nicki and her mother were like bestfriends, she loved her mom and never imagined leaving her for more then 3 hours. 

          When they got to her school Nicki wouldn't get out the car. "Lets go Onika", "Mommy no! I don't wanna please take me home!" She watched her mother got out the car and she pouted. They both walked in hand and hand into classroom number 2. It was already 8 o' clock so everyone was seated. There was one empty seat near a quiet boy. The teacher introduced her as Onika. The "quiet" boy couldn't take his eyes off of her. She walked her mom back to the door and whispered "Mom I'm gonna love this school!" She kissed her and ran to sit next to him. "So what's your name?" She said while giggling.