Fuck it

SB turned around surprised that Nicki was yelling at him then he realized she was naked and couldn't stop starring. She was so pissed at him. She kept on yelling "ANSWER MY QUESTION SAFAREE! AM I NOT GOOD ENOUGH? FUCK IT. FUCK THIS. FUCK YOU AND FUC...." Before she could finish he had her pressed against the counter. She could feel him getting excited on her leg. Being a virgin she got scared. She was surprised. He never took any interest until now. He started rubbing her leg and kissing her neck passionately until she pushed him off. She thought she was ready but now in this moment she could tell she wasn't. She tried to apologize but when she moved closer he backed away. "I tried staying away Onika, you just ALWAYS have to do things your way!" She didn't think he had a right to be mad so of course she told him that. He couldn't believe her, "Onika I have been trying sooooo hard lately to not look at you in that way. Yes with all that body I have been able to look past it." "Why don't you want me Faree?" Nicki said sadly. "It's not that I don't want you, God knows I do" he said stepping closer, "I just wanna move slow babe you have to understand that! I love you" Nicki just turned around and went back upstairs. She didn't know why she was still mad but she was furious. She got dressed and walked out the front door after yelling "don't think about calling me". Nicki didn't notice but she had alot of days like this. She would get mad for nothing and push him away then she'd be lonely and get mad at him for being away. For the last weeks he's put up a with it. He figured her out quickly. That's one thing she hated. SB was probably the only person who knew the whole truth about her and still loved her anyway. SB went to take a cold shower to help out his 'situation' he figured he would fix everything once he came out. But to his surprise Nicki got in the shower with him. He was going to apologize but to his surprise she said sorry. "Safaree, I don't want a relationship like my parents had" Nicki said when they finished their shower and were walking back into his room naked. SB pulled Nicki into a kiss. "And I promise in sickness and health I will never put you through that". Nicki started to laugh, "SB we aren't married" SB whispered...."not yet". Before she could ask what he said his phone rang. Saved by the bell huh? "Get dressed meet me down stairs in 10" he said slapping her butt.
"Hello?"
"Okay"
"Thursday Night...?"
"I will see if I can free my schedule"
"Yes you're the best! Bye".
Realizing he left the door cracked Nicki walked closer to hear the conversation. From his side of the conversation she felt he was hiding something. "was he lying to me? He doesn't want me cause he has someone else" Nicki thought to herself.
*downstairs*
SB was in the living room for about an hour now. It was Friday and he wanted to take Nicki out. He told her 10 minutes hoping it would make her move faster but he didn't hear any movement up there for a while so he decided to check on her. "Nic!?" He yelled when he didn't see her in the room. "WTF? Where is she?" He thought out loud. SB was getting tired of her games and mood swings. He could never do anything nice for her. He loved her with all his heart but was it worth it? SB gave up looking for her realizing she was gone. He went in the bathroom and found a note taped to the mirror.